depressant: than i am to you (i will always be nicer than the cat)
castiel 【 the end 】 ([personal profile] depressant) wrote2024-04-15 07:37 pm

info.


the junkie
full name castiel
age 4.5bn.
place of origin heaven
species fallen angel
dob unknown
zodiac unknown
canon point s05ep4 "The End"
pronouns he/him/any
gender agender
sexuality pansexual/asexual* homoromantic
short bio
Castiel was once an Angel of the Lord, and one of Heaven's soldiers. He has acted in this capacity at least since Lucifer's fall, but has likely been alive since the creation of the Earth.

During the first stages leading up to the Biblical apocalypse, Castiel is tasked with raising The Righteous Man, Dean Winchester, from Hell. After completing this undertaking, he's given the order to assist Dean in his tasks from Heaven. Unbeknownst to Castiel, it is in truth Heaven's duty to set the apocalypse into motion. When he learns this, he initially continues to follow orders, but after gradually becoming closer to Dean, Dean is able to convince him to rebel in order to save humanity.

After this, Castiel is cut off from Heaven.

The original Castiel shares the same history up until 2009, the year when the apocalypse is meant to occur. However, in this timeline of events, Sam Winchester says yes to Lucifer, and allows him to possess his body. However, as Dean doesn't allow Michael to possess him, this causes a stalemate between Heaven and Hell. The Croatoan virus spreads via Hell's machinations, turning the infected into mindless, ravenous beasts. Society breaks down as a result, and eventually, the angels give up the Earth as a lost cause.

Castiel, however, stays with Dean, while Dean hunts his brother, determined to kill the Devil at all costs.

When we meet this Castiel, it's 2014, five years in the future. He's since lost his powers, and now is a broken shell of a man, who regularly imbibes in drink, drugs, and sex in order to ease the pain of his current existence. In the end, he goes to his death when Dean orders him and a group of his men to act as decoys.
personality

positive traits

loyal, clever, determined, funny, resourceful, easygoing.

neutral traits

depressed, avoidant, sarcastic, solitary, pragmatic, hedonistic.

negative traits

selfish, self-hating, tunnel-visioned, rash, dramatic, defeatist, apathetic.

personality

castiel had not spent long on earth before enduring incredible amounts of trauma. this trauma colors his personality far into the future. isolated from his his home, heaven, and from his own kind, which have abandoned the earth, he has nothing left but dean— his steward into becoming a member of humanity. but dean's loss of his brother has also rendered him bitter, so castiel follows suit.

castiel wants nothing more than to be loved. however, doesn't believe he deserves to be loved, nor does he believe he's capable of returning love. he struggles to allow himself to be vulnerable due to past experiences. he has been betrayed by every possible source. this defensiveness also extends to humanity, and so to him individuals are often nothing more than a means to an end. sex allows him to have intimacy without truly opening himself up, and it's easy— a simple mechanical process in which he directly transforms himself into something useful to someone, if only for a brief moment in time. likewise, he takes drugs and alcohol to forget what he lacks, and to allow himself to better integrate.

he cares little for himself or his own life in the wake of what he perceives as his own failure to self-actualize. he is not a model angel or a model human, he isn't anything at all— but a pair of hands to hold a gun. he may as well die when dean tells him that it's time.
duplicity
designation submissive
housing down provided housing 001-A
contracted? no
partner n/a
stats
eye color blue
hair color dark brown
height 5'11"
voice link
appearance
Castiel's vessel of choice is a white male in his mid-thirties, formerly belonging to one Jimmy Novak. His dark hair is short and messy. His skintone is light, but has a tendency to take on a noticeable tan. He has a round, chiseled, pleasant face. His stubble is thick and dark. he has heavy eyelids, and noticeable crows feet beneath his eyes, which gives him the perpetually tired look. In general, he appears as though he doesn't give much concern to his appearance.

He's lithe, and slightly underweight due to his lifestyle.
cont.
This version of Castiel has given up his suit and coat for more casual wear.

When relaxing, he chooses woven sandals and looser, more comfortable clothes. When on the move, they're traded out for combat boots and jeans, complimented by military jackets in much the same style that Dean and Sam wear. Most of his clothes are hand-me-downs from Dean and Bobby.

He also wears jewelry on his wrists.
permissions


Backtagging: ✓




Threadhopping: ❔

OK for network posts. Ask if you're going to thread-hop an action thread.


Fourthwalling: ❔

Fourth-walling is semi-canonical to the show, so if it's appropriate to the context/your character, sure.


Shipping: ✓

m/m only. Castiel isn't really much for romance, unless your name is Dean Winchester. I'm down for one-sided relationships as long as it's understood that reciprocation may not happen. Otherwise, I'm cool with pretty much any m/m pairing, canon or cross-canon, including antagonistic pairs. Dean/Castiel is my main pairing.


Hugging/touching this character: ✓




Kissing: ✓




Flirting: ✓




Sex: ✓

Yes, up to and including any sort of dub-con or non-con.


Fighting: ✓

Fighting is OK. Cas is skilled in hand-to-hand, but this version is more or less mortal, so he can only do so much. However, he fights dirty.


Injuring: ✓

OK with permission.


Killing: ❔

Ask first.


Using telepathy/mind reading abilities: ❔

Ask first.


Using mind controlling/altering abilities: ❔

Definitely ask first.

stats
position bottom, vers
role 80% sub, 20% dom
kink list
This version of Castiel takes what he can get. He'll do most anything with anyone who's willing, even if he has no attraction to them. I still play him with a preference for men, since there's no reason he shouldn't still share his original timeline counterpart's sexuality.

*Cas is asexual in the sense that he isn't particularly sexually attracted to humans, but rather compelled by the experience of sex itself, which is why his preference for men doesn't necessarily stop him from having sex with women (Castiel has also experienced the run-off effects of compulsory heterosexuality, due to the company he's forced to keep, though outside of this context there's no longer any reason for him to comply.) on rare occasions he will feel sexual attraction to a person, usually due to some connection with them, or because they remind him of Dean.


Angels don't have sexes or gendered bodies. Only by inhabiting a human body do they take on secondary sexual characteristics. For this reason, Castiel can be considered transgender no matter what kind of body he is inhabiting.

Castiel generally inhabits a masc body, with a flat chest and penis. On rare occasions, I may depict him with a vulva. Any kinks referring to such will assume this state.

I prefer to play Castiel with a preference for bottoming and subbing, although he's generally more flexible about the former.
fave
Abuse
Accidental Arousal
Aftercare
Anal Sex (Receiving)
Anal Virginity
Aphrodisiacs
Auto-Fellatio
Bathroom Control
Begging
Belly Play
Breast / Nipple Play
Cock Slapping
Coming Untouched
Creampie
Crying
Cum From Mouth / Nose
Cum Inflation (Light / Medium)
Cum Marking
Cum Vomit
Cum on Clothes
Degradation
Docking
Dub-Consensual
Extreme Humiliation
Face-Fucking
Fear
Fellatio (Performing)
Fingering (Anal)
Fingers in Mouth
Flaccid Play
Flexibility / Contortionism
Gangbangs
Gaping (Anal)
Genital Torture
Hard Cum Facials
Hard D/s
Heat / Rut
Humiliation
Impotence
Inexperienced Partners
Internal Cumshots
Leg Humping
M/M
Male Pregnancy
Marathon Fucking
Master / Pet
Masturbation
Mutual Masturbation
Nonconsensual
Oral Virginity
Orgasm Control / Denial
Oviposition
Pleasure Control / Denial
Premature Ejaculation
Prostate Orgasm
Prostate Play
Prostitution
Pseudo-rape
Public Humiliation
Puppy / Pony Play
Rimming (Giving)
Risk of Pregnancy
Roughness
Sadism / Masochism
Sex Education
Sexual Exhaustion
Sexual Frustration
Sexual Pain
Small Cocks
Soft Cum Facials
Soft D/s
Somnophilia
Spanking
Stomach Bulging
Stuckage
Swallowing Semen
Teasing
Throat Penetration
Tickling
Touch Starved
Uncut Cocks
Voyeurism
Wardrobe Malfunctions
Wetting
yes
3+ Penetration
Age Differences
Age Regression
Ageplay
All the Way Through
Anal Fisting
Anal Sex (Giving)
Anal Training
Animal Transformation
Ass to Mouth
Bad Ends
Ballbusting
Biting
Breath Control
Bukkake
Caging
Castration
Chastity
Choking
Clothed Sex
Cock / Balls Worship
Cock Warming
Coercion / Blackmail
Competition
Corruption
Crotch Sniffing
Cum Milking
Death
Double Penetration
Drug / Alcohol Use
Electric Toys
Emasculation
Excessive Precum
Excessive Semen
Exhibitionism
Extreme Tightness
Face Slapping
Felching
Fellatio (Receiving)
Feminization
Fighting / Wrestling
Flogging / Whipping
Forced Incest
Forced Nudity
Foreskin Worship
Frotting
Gore
Hand Cuffs
Hotdogging
Hypnotism / Mind Control
Impregnation
Incest (Siblings)
Infantilism
Knotting / Tying
Marking
Medical Play
Mental Torture
Military Themes
Multiple Orgasms
Non-Standard Penetration
Nonsexual Pain
Nonsexual Torture
Nullification
Objectification
One-Sided Romance
Orientation Play
Photography / Videotaping
Piss Enemas
Possession
Possessiveness / Jealousy
Potions / Injections
Powerbottoming
Rimming (Receiving)
Roleplay within RP
Sex Toys
Shaving
Sloppy Seconds
Snowballing
Soft Vore
Sounding
Speech Restrictions
Sweat
Underage Characters
Underwear Bulges
Uniforms
Urethra Play
Verbal Abuse
Violence
Vomiting
Vore (Being Predator)
Vore (Being Prey)
Watersports
Weapon Play
Weight Loss
Wing Kink/Wing Play
Wound Fucking
Zoophilia
no
M/F
user info
player dmitri (he/him)
game(s) duplicity
contact PM
time zone EST


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